hey! I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY GUYS HAVE TO LIE SO MUCH. THEY LIED AND HURT THE OTHER PARTY. THEY AVOID QUESTIONS AND CONFRONTATION. THEY CLAIM TO LOVE THE OTHER PARTY AND TOOK HER HEART AWAY. NOW, HE DON'T LOVE HER ANYMORE AND DID HURTFUL THINGS TO HER. I REALLY WONDER ARE ALL GUYS ON THE EARTH THAT IRRESPONSIBLE AND SCHEMING. AFTER THEY HAD WHAT THEY WANTED, THEY ABANDONED. THEY DIDN'T WANT RESPONSIBILITIES. HAVEN'T THEY EVER THOUGHT HOW MUCH PAIN IT WOULD BRING TO THE OTHER PARTY? HAVE THEY EVEN CONSIDERED THE FACT THAT WHAT IF THE SAME THING HAPPEN TO THEM IN LIFE AND HOW UPSET AND HURT WOULD THEY HAVE FELT? ARE GUYS REALLY JERKS?

I WASN'T IN THIS SITUATION RIGHT NOW, ITS JUST A THOUGHT I'VE BEEN STRUGGLING TO FIND THE RIGHT ANSWERS. THE QUESTION IS:

"CAN GUYS BE TRUSTED?"....

DOES ANYONE KNOW THE ANSWERS?

Hello! I'm feeling fine these days, had NDP yesterday tiring lo... afternoon weather was freaking hot! OMG! had sunburn.. =( cheeks were red...and their lunch was..errhurm..i prefer dinner =P ACTUALLY thinking logically, there demands for rehearsals are quite slack.. =P only one training in the afternoon, then we had that 3 hour long break...then our next rehearsal was about 5pm then we had road march then can go home le=) and our 5pm trainings are for NE show so its considered "ACTUAL" hahah! had to wake up early morning today for dance class...ahahah! was freaking tired lo=( didnt wwant to wake up but had no choice, and i fell yesterday and hurt my knee..got abrasion...tsk tsk danced today and when my knee touched the floor..it hurts man..omg... =P

TOMORROW GOT SCHOOL! HOMEWORK NOT DONE! lazy-ing in process.. Zzz..

Hei-llo... :) 当在你最需要 人陪在你身边时，在你生病时，才会发现谁对你是真心。是真正关心你的人。=)

Hellorh...POst going to be short today, my head hurts, tummy hurts and mouth hurts too, i could barely talk, sallow or eat...or whatsoever. There's a GOS trip going on next weekend, I think chances of me going are SLIM..hais, i really wanted to..today was a long day, ballet teacher seems to be in a good mood, no scoldings or shouting :) its another long day tomorrow...how? homework not done, want to sleep cause my body feels weak and painful all over :(

(P.S i lose confidence today)

Hello! ended NDP yesterday night, was tired..we had spectators at padang yesterday! I heard it was 2700 spectators! =) stand until very tired =( then still got city march =( that's like even more worse! aiyo! today early morning had class =( aiyo! did badly at class today; i practically forgot all my steps with just missing that 2 classes =( hais, then went to eat, rot came home, met up with mummy and auntie and then we went shopping, bought levis signature jeans, 2 pairs, bought a pair of heels at Anna Nuci Italy! (p.s i'm not sure if the spelling if correct =X ) ate dinner; beef noodles, i need T-shirts! I'm running out of it! Oh My! i need dresses too! I need UNDIES! HEHEH =p today was fine, it was great, things happen.. =( i'm upset but I can't help either. its beyond what i could do =((

(p.s sometimes people lose their respect that they EARNED and they don't get it back; forever)

ELMO!!! it looks so bloated when i took this picture...now when i look at it..it's about to INFLATE.. :( there goes $12 ..!!!!! ahahahah!

See IT?! aahahahh! we look like weirdos! hhahaah! so not our style! OOO-MIIE-GOOOSSSHH!

Can't tell much or see anything huh? our hair black black, can't see! ahahah! :P

After-effect of entering the salon! RAJES! STRAIGHT HAIR! Ahaahhah!!!!! like REBORN right?! shock huh?!

A blurish photo of Rajes, Me and oversized ELMO!

Me & oversized ELMO in train! on RESERVED SEAT!

Rajes in MRT with the oversized ELMO balloon! Cute huh!

Our photo taken today before we headed for our SALON-ING!!! Hahah! phots of our UN-STRAIGHTENED hair! :D

Hello! today went out with Rajes sayang~ she went ICA building in the morning to get her IC photo taken again, while I went to HQ to help Ting Ting Mam with her Heart 2 Heart packing and all rajes came and look for me at HQ then we went to orchard Wisma Atria to have her sony erricson phone fixed...after awhile we felt hungry wanted to eat fast food but could find none around wisma...we start walking towards Ngee Ann city Takashimaya found fast food restaurants and ate KFC ! hahah! we went shopping the entire day lo..but didn't buy anything.. :( hees...rajes says "You can only wear clothes that I approve!" She's so adorable! heheh we went to dental after that she says she has an dental appointment at about 4pm..so i followed her:) her dental appointment ended about 4.30pm we then decided to visit the salon, wash and blow our hair :) cool huh? the hairdresser massage and shampoo our hairs and hair scalp!! whao! so COMFORTABLE!!!! they blow our hair and had them combed straight! OMG! our hair is so straight lo when we left the salon! ahhahh! like reborned hair! HEHEH! Rajes had straight hair! OMG!~ I thought she look gorgeous in straight hair. :) after we had our hairs done, we head straight home! it's about 5.30pm already:) anyway! we bought this huge balloon at the takashimaya; ELMO!! very cute lo! its COST $12 LO! so damn expensive!~ ohoh anyway, the salon board outside wrote $15 WASH & BLOW, we ended up paying $25! I'm like wth! as in $25 FOR each! WTH! so scam money! lol! =_=......DOTZ!

Hellorh! Im back from my Advance NCO camp!! =D there's another assessment day, Method of Instruction on the 17th July 2010 that day would determine if we pass or fail this Advance NCO course.. its really stressing huh? omg...the camp was held in Henderson!! yea!! but after the camp we still need pack up the sickbay and the school :( tired...ahahhah! the camp was interesting, we had this Exercise White Unicorn part 1 and this cool amazing race which requires to go to each station and gain bullets to shoot other ships! its called "Battle the ships". it goes like this, we had the exercise white unicorn part 1 where we apply our FA skils to save as much casualties as possible and for each we save, we get a certain amount of coins aka Manikoins...we use the amount we earn to buy ships, shields and bombs and have these different weapons to place at our battle
10-by-10 grid map...we would then go on this amazing race and earn bullets! the winner sis decided by the group that has the least number of ships squares shot! My platoon won! Im in Alpha one! hahah! cool right! who would ever thought of such cool ideas? hehehe! :) everything else in camp was good and ok :) I heard next year they are going to combine BNCO and ANCO together! OMG! I'm sooo going to be a trainer there! :) see my Juniors die!! I cant train them :( soo rebellious.hais! i hope they go and die badly then they will learn! :) haha! I very bad leh...XD LOL! Shall end here fr now.. :)

Hello! yesterday was my first da yat Nee Soon Camp for NDP training!! Its so tiring!! My feet are hurting like mad!!! its OMG!! Sun very hot!!!! I got SUN BURN! my face and cheeks are red, my neck and exposed arms are not spared either! It lasted from 10.25am till 5.30pm! soo looong!! I thought it would end at 12.30pm! hais! Was sooo tired! I almost thought I would die! Hais! My SOLES are aching! I'm terribly tired! hmms...then after everything ended and was dismissed, rushed to Bukit Merah for church service and met up with my family later for dinner at chinatown...reached home half-dead and feeling terribly lazy and sleepy..

Woke up today at 7.32am...wanted to leave house earlier for dance class i the morning because I've got a few things to see to before class starts...great time in class today, learnt new exercises=)) soles begun to ache again...feeling restless...after class, i hanged out awhile and was home at 3pm..had to rush to iron and bath so I could be in time for the NDP photoshoot today at 4.30PM...was rushing..fliming today for NDP with other uniform groups at marina and esplanade...made NEW friends! =D was happy...all the walking around and fliming made my feet ache again! painful=( met up with call seniors after filming, had dinner together at Pastamania! =p ate baked rice, made my way home feeling sleepy again! =)) that's about today and yesterday! tomorrow has corrections for Exams..prepared to fail..=(

Today was memorable! =))

Hey Mr.Thong!!! =))) Thanks for leaving a tag!! *Promise to update more post!! especially posts about upcoming activities and JUNE HOLIDAY!* =DD Having maths paper2 tomorrow!! studying hard now! OMG...I thought maths as the worst subject, not to mention chemistry and geography too...wondering if i could ever make it to the O'Levels next year. Anyway about my day today....I had class in the morning s usual...but its a little weird this morning cause I'm not quite myself...everything went wrong...goodness me. I wish i was in secondary 1 now. hmms...horrid exams. I'M JUST NOT IN THE EXAM MOOD...at least i could still manage a few problem sums. just that few. TODAY IS MOTHER'S DAY!!! XD I bought my mum a office wear sleeved-blouse. Its beautiful but...i bought it last week and the size didn't fit! =(( she went to change but the sizes all didn't fit her. some was either too SMALL or too LARGE...then she decided to change for something else...sadly....I should have bought her the size I first choose before I hesitated. It'd fit her perfectly. UPSET. Today I went to 光明山 to pray my deceased granny from my father side as today was Mother's day. My family do that annually on special occasions that involved my deceased granny and gran-dad=)) Miss them so much. who knows the next occasion might be grandparents day? XD


I LOVE YOU MUMMY, GRANNY and GRANDMA !!!!!