well! this is great! having a formal pose! at least i look much better in this! hees!
(towards LEFT..tat's ME_)

well this is adorable! i guess ....havin fun-shot! eunice very gentle!(towards RIGHT...the girl with a victory pose and a shy smile...)

HAA I LOOK WEIRD! just simply having fun
rajes was doing CPR when i had a pose with her!

yo! people! big problem...very big problem...hais...talk abt friday...we had training till 5.30pm...than i went to BM with tamana...we ate our dinner quite a bit..well to say, the dat was like friday the 13th rite? the cursing day..i call it....i hated that day, i never thught it was REAL i meant bad luck....but well it got me into real DEEPSHIT....things i shuld not have done and did it...feeling horribly foolish and absolutely remorseful...don't wish to tell more. i just hated that day. ishould have gone home with the others! i shuld have gone home with syafiqah! than none of these would had happen! arrgggh!!! HATED that day...!!!! HATE it to the CORE! i feel like scolding vulgarities!
amyway enough of misery stories get to the real topic....LOOK!

whoa! its like years since i last updated this blog of mine. well, i had no choice i had to change my blogskin cause the skin got problem lehs hais...nvm yeah so i got into comp team i was like happy and a bit of guilty..i don't know why...hais... well i just went for the cross country trial last Wednesday... training was tough we had a first 15mins run that was horrifying!!! hahas tired, aiyoh than i got blisters siah! so paiseh ...but the thing was that my Monday comp team training clashes with the cross country training so guess i'll have to go for the Wednesday trainings! well, speaking of Wednesdays...last Wednesday, this week we went to Bedok reservoir the Temasak poly there..OMG! the track there was truly great! really big and huge man! i was running with the competition people it was a 4.01 KM run! i was arrhs!!!...4.1???!!! i could have died but yeah i was there runniong with this sec 1 by the name of carmel...not sure if correct but the pronounciation is there yeah...she was a great runner though she could run real quick, real fast! stuffs like that. we reach the place together cuz apparently we met up than started talking and jogging or rather running so we reach together than she told me to sprint..i was like half-dead so i couldn't bother that much..hees...but when i saw her sprint...i just did the same cuz the teacher was pushing me to go faster..hais....i felt jelly-legs after that! horrid! but my honestly speaking here i original main and purpose to join cross-country was because i felt FAT, i need to speed up my 2.4km run and get good-looking legs..the healthty way! hees=) i'm nutty aren't I? hahas! today i had public duty in school as there was speech day today went there as first aiders..well nothing out of the ordinary happen..just like that...usual stuff. well...it was intersting as well as boring...but i thought the CHOIR sang well! OMG! they were like angels from heven singing! i call them people with extra-ordinary voice(in a good way) ....hees the band is good too nice smoothing slighty classical-loud music...fabulous! hahas! well this sat we had public duty at siglap from 6pm-10pm. interestingly LATE....=) oh yeah i had my ballet open-house at Henderson CC last sunday....and my ballet exams are on the 4th of April! i hope i do well! looks like april's a busy month for me! there are 2 things to focus on my ballet exam and the SJ competition. also may is my mid-year rite? need to start studying in april to pass my mid-year..yup...sec2 is a crucial period as it determinds where you go in sec3. recently i brother's academic results was not really good.. and my mum had to see his teacher and principle once...regarding study issues...he's sec4 this year in express but he seems to have lose his interest in studies. he comes home at probably around 7pm and starts playing the computer until like 10pm-11pm...snce las week till now he's been doing that continously...hais he'staking his O' levels this year...because of my brother...my mum started pining high hopes for me...hoping i'll never end up like my brother which also i don't intend to....busy lately and last information here...! I'll be going to BATAM for the GOS(gift of sight) trip to help the myopia children there get these donated spectacles for free. I find this trip kinda meaningful because i really want to help the children or orphans there! i really want to see them!!!! this trip is from 18th march to 21st march....wed-sun....this is during the march holidays!~ not enough yet but i'll have to stop its getting late i need to get my beauty sleep there's training the entire day tomorrow! ned to have ample rest! will update the rest the next time! probably before the GOS trip! wish to bid farewell to all my friends!

for all those times you stood by me
for all the truth that you made me see
for all the joy you brought to my life
for all the wrong that you made right
for every dream you made come true
for all the love i found in you
i'll be forever thankful baby
you're the one who held me up
never let me fall
you're the one who saw me through
through it all
you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldn't speak
you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldn't reach
you gave me faith 'coz you believed
i'm everything i a because you loved me
you gave me wings and made me fly
you touched my hand i could touch the
sky
i lost my faith, you gave it back to me
you said no star was out of reach
you stood by me and i stood tall
i had your love i had it all
i'm grateful for each day you gave me
maybe i don't know that much
but i know this much is true
i was blessed because i was loved by
you
you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldn't
speak
you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldn't reach
you gave me faith 'coz you believed
i'm everything i am
because you loved me
you were always there for me
the tender wind that carried me
a light in the dark shining your love into
my life
you've been my inspiration
through the lies you were the truth
my world is a better place because of
you
you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldn't
speak
you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when i couldn't reach
you gave me faith 'coz you believed
i'm everything i am
because you loved me

BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME

check out this song it reminds me of sir willie....ms chandran....mams...seniors in SJ...how i once loved SJ...how i had today...everything in life....that day i went to GRILLER at tiong bahru when io was having lunch the first thought that came to me was sir willie how he thought me everything always so patient but because i was pissed i said things i shouldn't have said and it had me regretted for the day he left till now...probably forever the guilt in me won't rest until he's forgiven me which most slightly won't happen cuz i didn't even apologise to hhim till now.....