I really hate being at home alone with my brother. He always gets violent to me when I'm alone with him. example just now...I had to do my powerpoint slides for BNCO MOI and had to do up Ms Chandran's PD records. which she is pissed with me nowadays....I asked my brother to let me use the computer cause I've got stuffs to do...He allowed me to used the computer but after a while he came back to me requesting for the computer back so as to use to play his computer games...I refused to telling him I really to do my work and tell tell him to use it at night also I would be going for camp for 3 days and He could have use the computer to play his games while I'm away..but logically thinking I'm never on the computer unless I've got work to do and He would always be the one on the computer for hours...then it feels so unfair cause why couldn't he being understanding enough to let me use a few hours doing my work?! He can have the whole time in the whole world to play his computer games but why can't I just use that few little hours for my work?! it not like as if I'm gonna use it for 10 whole hours right?! Also I've got and extra computer which doesn't belonged to me, it belongs to Ms Chandran which I'm supposed to returned it for Syfiqah but forgot for quite a few times...He wanted me to use that computer but I refused to..yeah I was stubborn...then we quarrelled....he even restricted me to onle 3hours of using the computer when I never restricted him to anything at all..to him he's the oldest so he has the right to scold me, beat me, restrict me to whatever he wants to. He even threatened to pushed me off the chair if he doesn't get to use his computer on time..OMG...my brother seems to be the main cause of me being unable to use the computer even though I could got to school to use but I cant be out of house without permission and my brother woukd never allow me out of house without my mum allowing me and he would keep the keys, hit me if I tried to leave the house...hmms...