hey! I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY GUYS HAVE TO LIE SO MUCH. THEY LIED AND HURT THE OTHER PARTY. THEY AVOID QUESTIONS AND CONFRONTATION. THEY CLAIM TO LOVE THE OTHER PARTY AND TOOK HER HEART AWAY. NOW, HE DON'T LOVE HER ANYMORE AND DID HURTFUL THINGS TO HER. I REALLY WONDER ARE ALL GUYS ON THE EARTH THAT IRRESPONSIBLE AND SCHEMING. AFTER THEY HAD WHAT THEY WANTED, THEY ABANDONED. THEY DIDN'T WANT RESPONSIBILITIES. HAVEN'T THEY EVER THOUGHT HOW MUCH PAIN IT WOULD BRING TO THE OTHER PARTY? HAVE THEY EVEN CONSIDERED THE FACT THAT WHAT IF THE SAME THING HAPPEN TO THEM IN LIFE AND HOW UPSET AND HURT WOULD THEY HAVE FELT? ARE GUYS REALLY JERKS?

I WASN'T IN THIS SITUATION RIGHT NOW, ITS JUST A THOUGHT I'VE BEEN STRUGGLING TO FIND THE RIGHT ANSWERS. THE QUESTION IS:

"CAN GUYS BE TRUSTED?"....

DOES ANYONE KNOW THE ANSWERS?

Hello! I'm feeling fine these days, had NDP yesterday tiring lo... afternoon weather was freaking hot! OMG! had sunburn.. =( cheeks were red...and their lunch was..errhurm..i prefer dinner =P ACTUALLY thinking logically, there demands for rehearsals are quite slack.. =P only one training in the afternoon, then we had that 3 hour long break...then our next rehearsal was about 5pm then we had road march then can go home le=) and our 5pm trainings are for NE show so its considered "ACTUAL" hahah! had to wake up early morning today for dance class...ahahah! was freaking tired lo=( didnt wwant to wake up but had no choice, and i fell yesterday and hurt my knee..got abrasion...tsk tsk danced today and when my knee touched the floor..it hurts man..omg... =P

TOMORROW GOT SCHOOL! HOMEWORK NOT DONE! lazy-ing in process.. Zzz..

Hei-llo... :) 当在你最需要 人陪在你身边时，在你生病时，才会发现谁对你是真心。是真正关心你的人。=)

Hellorh...POst going to be short today, my head hurts, tummy hurts and mouth hurts too, i could barely talk, sallow or eat...or whatsoever. There's a GOS trip going on next weekend, I think chances of me going are SLIM..hais, i really wanted to..today was a long day, ballet teacher seems to be in a good mood, no scoldings or shouting :) its another long day tomorrow...how? homework not done, want to sleep cause my body feels weak and painful all over :(

(P.S i lose confidence today)

Hello! ended NDP yesterday night, was tired..we had spectators at padang yesterday! I heard it was 2700 spectators! =) stand until very tired =( then still got city march =( that's like even more worse! aiyo! today early morning had class =( aiyo! did badly at class today; i practically forgot all my steps with just missing that 2 classes =( hais, then went to eat, rot came home, met up with mummy and auntie and then we went shopping, bought levis signature jeans, 2 pairs, bought a pair of heels at Anna Nuci Italy! (p.s i'm not sure if the spelling if correct =X ) ate dinner; beef noodles, i need T-shirts! I'm running out of it! Oh My! i need dresses too! I need UNDIES! HEHEH =p today was fine, it was great, things happen.. =( i'm upset but I can't help either. its beyond what i could do =((

(p.s sometimes people lose their respect that they EARNED and they don't get it back; forever)

ELMO!!! it looks so bloated when i took this picture...now when i look at it..it's about to INFLATE.. :( there goes $12 ..!!!!! ahahahah!

See IT?! aahahahh! we look like weirdos! hhahaah! so not our style! OOO-MIIE-GOOOSSSHH!

Can't tell much or see anything huh? our hair black black, can't see! ahahah! :P

After-effect of entering the salon! RAJES! STRAIGHT HAIR! Ahaahhah!!!!! like REBORN right?! shock huh?!

A blurish photo of Rajes, Me and oversized ELMO!

Me & oversized ELMO in train! on RESERVED SEAT!

Rajes in MRT with the oversized ELMO balloon! Cute huh!

Our photo taken today before we headed for our SALON-ING!!! Hahah! phots of our UN-STRAIGHTENED hair! :D

Hello! today went out with Rajes sayang~ she went ICA building in the morning to get her IC photo taken again, while I went to HQ to help Ting Ting Mam with her Heart 2 Heart packing and all rajes came and look for me at HQ then we went to orchard Wisma Atria to have her sony erricson phone fixed...after awhile we felt hungry wanted to eat fast food but could find none around wisma...we start walking towards Ngee Ann city Takashimaya found fast food restaurants and ate KFC ! hahah! we went shopping the entire day lo..but didn't buy anything.. :( hees...rajes says "You can only wear clothes that I approve!" She's so adorable! heheh we went to dental after that she says she has an dental appointment at about 4pm..so i followed her:) her dental appointment ended about 4.30pm we then decided to visit the salon, wash and blow our hair :) cool huh? the hairdresser massage and shampoo our hairs and hair scalp!! whao! so COMFORTABLE!!!! they blow our hair and had them combed straight! OMG! our hair is so straight lo when we left the salon! ahhahh! like reborned hair! HEHEH! Rajes had straight hair! OMG!~ I thought she look gorgeous in straight hair. :) after we had our hairs done, we head straight home! it's about 5.30pm already:) anyway! we bought this huge balloon at the takashimaya; ELMO!! very cute lo! its COST $12 LO! so damn expensive!~ ohoh anyway, the salon board outside wrote $15 WASH & BLOW, we ended up paying $25! I'm like wth! as in $25 FOR each! WTH! so scam money! lol! =_=......DOTZ!

Hellorh! Im back from my Advance NCO camp!! =D there's another assessment day, Method of Instruction on the 17th July 2010 that day would determine if we pass or fail this Advance NCO course.. its really stressing huh? omg...the camp was held in Henderson!! yea!! but after the camp we still need pack up the sickbay and the school :( tired...ahahhah! the camp was interesting, we had this Exercise White Unicorn part 1 and this cool amazing race which requires to go to each station and gain bullets to shoot other ships! its called "Battle the ships". it goes like this, we had the exercise white unicorn part 1 where we apply our FA skils to save as much casualties as possible and for each we save, we get a certain amount of coins aka Manikoins...we use the amount we earn to buy ships, shields and bombs and have these different weapons to place at our battle
10-by-10 grid map...we would then go on this amazing race and earn bullets! the winner sis decided by the group that has the least number of ships squares shot! My platoon won! Im in Alpha one! hahah! cool right! who would ever thought of such cool ideas? hehehe! :) everything else in camp was good and ok :) I heard next year they are going to combine BNCO and ANCO together! OMG! I'm sooo going to be a trainer there! :) see my Juniors die!! I cant train them :( soo rebellious.hais! i hope they go and die badly then they will learn! :) haha! I very bad leh...XD LOL! Shall end here fr now.. :)

Hello! yesterday was my first da yat Nee Soon Camp for NDP training!! Its so tiring!! My feet are hurting like mad!!! its OMG!! Sun very hot!!!! I got SUN BURN! my face and cheeks are red, my neck and exposed arms are not spared either! It lasted from 10.25am till 5.30pm! soo looong!! I thought it would end at 12.30pm! hais! Was sooo tired! I almost thought I would die! Hais! My SOLES are aching! I'm terribly tired! hmms...then after everything ended and was dismissed, rushed to Bukit Merah for church service and met up with my family later for dinner at chinatown...reached home half-dead and feeling terribly lazy and sleepy..

Woke up today at 7.32am...wanted to leave house earlier for dance class i the morning because I've got a few things to see to before class starts...great time in class today, learnt new exercises=)) soles begun to ache again...feeling restless...after class, i hanged out awhile and was home at 3pm..had to rush to iron and bath so I could be in time for the NDP photoshoot today at 4.30PM...was rushing..fliming today for NDP with other uniform groups at marina and esplanade...made NEW friends! =D was happy...all the walking around and fliming made my feet ache again! painful=( met up with call seniors after filming, had dinner together at Pastamania! =p ate baked rice, made my way home feeling sleepy again! =)) that's about today and yesterday! tomorrow has corrections for Exams..prepared to fail..=(

Today was memorable! =))

Hey Mr.Thong!!! =))) Thanks for leaving a tag!! *Promise to update more post!! especially posts about upcoming activities and JUNE HOLIDAY!* =DD Having maths paper2 tomorrow!! studying hard now! OMG...I thought maths as the worst subject, not to mention chemistry and geography too...wondering if i could ever make it to the O'Levels next year. Anyway about my day today....I had class in the morning s usual...but its a little weird this morning cause I'm not quite myself...everything went wrong...goodness me. I wish i was in secondary 1 now. hmms...horrid exams. I'M JUST NOT IN THE EXAM MOOD...at least i could still manage a few problem sums. just that few. TODAY IS MOTHER'S DAY!!! XD I bought my mum a office wear sleeved-blouse. Its beautiful but...i bought it last week and the size didn't fit! =(( she went to change but the sizes all didn't fit her. some was either too SMALL or too LARGE...then she decided to change for something else...sadly....I should have bought her the size I first choose before I hesitated. It'd fit her perfectly. UPSET. Today I went to 光明山 to pray my deceased granny from my father side as today was Mother's day. My family do that annually on special occasions that involved my deceased granny and gran-dad=)) Miss them so much. who knows the next occasion might be grandparents day? XD


I LOVE YOU MUMMY, GRANNY and GRANDMA !!!!!

Hello! very long never update!=)) one month le worrh..having EXAMS in this month..ok la not really stress except for the fact that I didn't have time to study....because...I'M CATCHING MY TAIWAN DRAMA!!!

Autumn's Concerto

下一站, 幸福

Its so touching! =)) Starring Vaness Wu and Ady An !!! XD but I also got study de la....I will de...=)) Today...ended my Social Studies paper which lasted for an hour...end soooo early..Rajes and Me got no where to go.....some more the malls are yet to be open...we went cathay to try and catch a movie...no show..=(( then we went walking around..loitering....the decided to go VIVO....we walked so long to find a bustop at orchard then we made our way to vivo...ate Buger King and went window shopping...we went TOYS 'R' US! bought bubble bottle...blew bubbles at the playground outside LONG JOHN'S SLIVER. XD had fun..but we are both mulling over what gift to get for a special someone=)) Then we ended up...buying THAT....not after too long, I started complaining...that I was tired and wanted to go home...=P hahah!! Rajes sayang seems reluctant to go home so early...Felt Sorry because I really hadn't had the mood to shop...when i have the mood to shop,...I would have BIONIC LEGS that could run about the hallway of the malls like a desperate teen..yea..I'm just tired today...OMG...

Looking forward to the upcoming activities after my EXAMS...It'll be very memorable..=)) so excited!! but I feel upset about having to go through the results before all the FUN start..I've got a feeling that...my MUM and Ms Chandran will screw me UPSIDE DOWN...XD die~ but NOW, I think I might get sick soon...feeling a little unwell...coughing and throat really dry....had stomach pain almost everytime..Hais...

Going OTC!! heeehe....it seems to be an impossible mission for me...I'm trying!!! I will! For our CALL's officers!! For Henderson!!! MUST WIN COMPETITION!!!!! I'm tired of my friend's constantly asking me why doesn't SJ win anything...,and when Hameed won the Best cadet award(I tiink the award name is like that...not too sure) she was like.."Finally SJ won something.." hais....I'm wondering if is that what SJ is to everyone else? A UG not getting award?...getting upset... SJ is NOT! ITS NOT OK.....! because its my CCA and it will definitely not be like that....SJ can win too! =))

My blog has been dead for so long huh...lazy to update these few days. anyway, i just had a quarrel with my mum...she's like so biased! and she said she wasn't at all. Humph. but she obviously was! my whole family was biased towards me. they just simply care for my brother more just so happen because he's the only male here. whats the big deal. so what if he was...just because he has a flu and my mum was like worried sick and went off to buy him a panadol. well, when i was, she just gave me expired syrups and medicines to eat and had me go straight to my bed. also, when i was sick and had to see a doctor, she just pay the money and left for work. when he was sick, when he was running a fever, she stayed up the entire night for him. humph. unfairness. when he was hungry, my mum would not hesitate to go downstairs to buy him supper, and if i were to request, she would just tell me to have bread. or even dinner, she would find it a trouble to have to buy food for me. so unfair! and my mum used to say im such i spendthrift person now, my brother seems to be more spendthrift then i am! and my mum would be like, "its OK...he rarely shops and spends money. its just once in a while." i was like wth...ONCE IN A WHILE?! the cost of one shirt, jeans, shoes, jacket could buy me millions pieces of clothes! just because my quantity is bigger, she had be known as a spendthrift person! actually, whats the difference?! herh. now she starts to threatened me and all. had me locked at home and all her sorts of quire ideas she can come up with. whatever. its so unfair lo! humph. not fair! not fair!! not fair!!!~~ don't like her and certain people in my family! biased people!!! just now she was like reprimanding me about what i did yesterday and today lo! scold scold scold. my brother can leave house early and be home at midnight, she didn't at all breathe a word about it. im like out less than 2 hours, she made a whole big fuss. humph. unfairness again! humph. =p BLEAH! nvm, nothing to say....just unfair lo.

2nd Day of CNY...hees maybe yesterday didn;t turn out so bad, the belt got fixed anyway...ahaha! today...a little Hectic but will get by...had steamboat yesterday..collect a total of $326 excluding my mum's angpao..heeheee today will be more! looking forward..oh hoping my new dress today would not have a problem!! haha!! buh bye!!=))

1st day of Chinese New Year morning and I have no idea what got me to post but yeah....Im very unhappy with me new outfit!! The belt is horribly loose and the whole style looks horrible with that loose thing! Humph! wah..blame them seh...bring me out and buy this dress, refuse to buy the matching belt and pay together die die want find a cheaper one than now!!! SEE LARH! the belt damn loose!!! wth!!! herh!!! =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

I FIND THESE PICTURES CUTE!!!
LOVE LOTS!!!

Hey!!! posting about today...today was ahectic day but after all had fun!! Haha!!! These photos were taken at the HEALTH ZONE!!! Omg..can't believe I actually went there its so..kiddy!!! it seems like we are deprived of childhood!!! Ahaha!!! My peeps were sooooo cute!!!! especially the photo taken by Rajes and Lala aka Panying!!! Ahaah!! they look soooooooo ADORABLE thats cause they resemble someone!!! hahaha!!! Irshad pop the idea to go Health Zone cause its cheaper and fun!! hehe..well, the initial idea is to go K bOX but yeah..nah,.... haha!!! Lala look so cute in that alien green specs!!! not leaving out Irshad!!! He looks a bit retard, but that's the cute and funny part!! Had fun in the relaxation room!!! we even played hid-and-seek!!! I was the catcher and i made certain people run till they are tired and gave in!!! ahaha!!!~

Today had Promotion ceremony and Total Defence Rehearsal for skit!! Goodness!! my schedule was so hectic!!! had to rush here and there but was happy at least i didn't miss the ceremony!!! even though it isn't the full one but yeah...like that lo. =) the CNY celebration in school today seems short but yeah it was entertaining and amusing!! Haha!!! OHOH!!!! today i also bought the CHOCOLATE TRUFFLES i made to school and handed them out to my SJ mates to try...actually there are more inside the freezer but didn't bring enough to school =( some didn't get to try...hais...but nvm...maybe when school reopens? heehes.... They said it was NICE!! Haha!! was Happy...!!! so, THANK YOU FOR SAYING IT TASTE GREAT !!!!! gave Rajes sayang a box of that but it melted..I left a card with the box too....in SJ room..guess she didn't see it=((( only knew she didn't because she cheekily ask me for her valentine's gift!! haha!! O.O dont knw what to get her but will soon, I hope=)

With LOVE,
Angela=)
Muack Muack!!! =P

The Brand of Chocolate bar I use

My Brand of Sour Cream

165ml of Sour Cream

35g of unsalted butter[I use ANCHOR brand]

Chopped chocolate pieces

Cream and Butter in saucepan over medium heat

Pour Boiling cream over chopped chocolates

Melting chocolate with boiling cream

Chocolate mixed whisk till smooth!!

My TRUFFLES dipped with cocoa powder !!!

My ReciPe

250g of Chocolate
35g of Unsalted Butter
165ml of Light Sour Cream
*OptioNal Flavourings example, orange,strwaberry or coconut extract or
liqueurs such as Amaretto, Framboise etc.

For Rolling
Cocoa Powder [I use this]
Finely Chopped Nuts
Coconut
Crushed Oreo cookies
Grated chocolate

1. Chopped The chocolates if there are in bars, it would melt easier =)
2. Place the Chopped Chocolate in a medium sized stainless steel bowl
3. Set Aside
4. Heat the cream and butter in a small saucepan over medium heat.
   
5. Bring it to Boil
6. Immediately pour boiling cream over chopped chocolate [which the chocolate starts to melt]
7. Stir it with a whisk till smooth
8. Then cover with foil or kitchen wraps and place in refrigerator until the truffle mixture is firm. [this will take several hours or overnight]
   
9. Place coatings (for rolling) for truffles on a plate
10. Remove truffle mixture from refrigerator. With your hands or a small spoon, form the chocolate into round or mis-shaped bite sized balls. [mine didn't turn out very good..kinda out of shape. Haha!!]
11. Roll truffle in the coating and place on foil or baking sheet.
12. Cover and place in refrigerator until firm.
13. Truffles can be refrigerated for a couple of weeks or else frozen for a couple of months
    

Today marks the start of my Happy CNY holidays!!!!! Hahaha!!!! LOL, and oh the worse thing that was going to happen tomorrow was there is PROMOTION tomorrow [that's not the worse thing] and I've down with Rehearsals for TOtal DeFeNcE!!!! [this is the worse thing!!] wah!!!! I'm like WAH!!!! WAH!! WAH!!!! hais....=( I wish I don't have to skip promotion!!!!!=(( Help me out for rehearsal tomorrow!!!! I really don't want to be there and miss PROMOTION!!! arrggghhhh!!! haiyoooooo.....ohoh!!! I made CHOCOLATE TRUFFLES!!!! I hope they taste good....hmms...if not I'd be so embarrass!!! Its my first time making these Truffles...Haha!!!

Very Long never online le....haha!! Busy with school work lo..wah don't know why i just feel like want sleep in class everyday...hais...anw, recently did some baking!!! haha!!! and, i miss all my friends which i don't know why..when looking at this pictures just suddenly miss them!!! Hahaha!!

" PLAYING IN RAIN WAS FUN BECAUSE NO ONE WOULD EVER KNOW I WAS CRYING "

BUT SOMETIMES IT MADE ME FELT LONELY AND IT HURTS MORE THAN BEFORE. I HOPE I WOULD NEVER FEEL LIKE CRYING IN THE RAIN EVER AGAIN.

THE FEELING OF BEING ALONE WAS HORRID. BUT ITS OK BECAUSE ITS OFTEN THE ONES YOU LOVE MADE YOU FEEL LIKE THIS. I PROBABLY THOUGHT IT WAS WORTHWHILE.

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I'M ABLE TO CRY OUT FREELY, NO ONE TO ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN, I CRIED OUT LOUD. I MUST HAVE LET EVERYTHING OUT BACK THEN...

I WISH I AM ABLE TO HATE CERTAIN THINGS IN LIFE...PROBABLY MY PATHETIC LIFE NOW WOULD HAVE BEEN ALOT BETTER...HOW IMPOSSIBLE....

Hey! I finally get to blog again worrh.. anyway, Its rare I finally got to update my blog, be online, be using the computer..So, I really must get my FA work done, or I'll be killed! Haha!! had trainings this few days, lots of work to do. Today's training was a little making-me-sick-and-tired kind of feeling but its over anyway..=) after that all was ok....had a little fun during training with my friends...missing suzannah lots...she's back to comp team and it feels like its been years since she's in it..its really great for her to help out and be back with us. was really really grateful...I wish someday I was like her, be back to comp team with juniors!! Haha!! I doubt its kinda possible, cause I would be busy with work...and god knows if my mum ever allowed..but anyway my mum's is the type that will be OK with training so loong as my studies dont fall, I dont upset her with training as a form of excuse. She should be ok. Thankfully my mum was supportive in this sense. Wish she would continue to be. =) haha!! okok, shall end here need to do work le lo...XDD!!

Hey! Blogging again after so long worrhs...XD School work is tough though, still managing a little here and there, year 2010 is a new start for me and intend to work twice the effort last year. oh today's the 17th of January and just 6 days ago was my birthday, my wonderful SJ cliques help a party for me and with lots of bashes. XD they are just so lovable. The it made me tiink will other CCA's ever do that on birthdays? If no, than i must have been luck to be in SJ..if yes, than oh well, like that lo. Anyway that's not the point. the point is I couldn't understand why others just don't like this CCA? Is it that bad? ok la, to me SJ's the best cca I've ever been in. It brings me alot of memories..=) anyway this kind of thing is hard to understand. my family is complaining why am i so INTO Sj...which I can't explain..Haha!! which also when i ask others why aren't they INTO Sj, they too couldn't explain. haha!! aiya, its like that de la. Certain things can't be express by just words. Lols!

Anyway, I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS!! MISSING YOU LOTS TOO!!!

Reasons why
I LOVE YOU
I love your gentle smile
I love your tender touch and
I love your hugs so very very much.
I love the way you laugh with me and the way you tease.
I love the way you always find the Nicest ways to please.
I love the way you cheer me up when you find me with a frown and always raise my spirits when life has got me down.
I love you for your patience and your true sincerity and most of all,
I LOVE YOU for the way that you love me...

Hello!! today's the 2nd day of 2010!! haha!!! anyway hoping that the NEW YEAR would be a good one and

I HOPE THAT I WILL NOT FAIL MY MATH AGAIN IN THE NEXT SEMESTER!!

I HOPE THAT I WILL GET AN 'A' FOR ENGLISH!!

I HOPE THAT I WILL REMAIN IN BAND 2 FOR CHINESE!!!

I HOPE THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO COPE WELL IN ALL MY SUBJECTS NEXT YEAR IN SEC3!!

I HOPE I DO WELL IN SCIENCE!!

I HOPE WE WILL ALL GET ALONG WELL IN OUR NEW CLASS AND NEVER EVER FORGET OUR OLD CLASSMATES!!

I HOPE I CAN DO BETTER IN MY CCA!!

I HOPE I CAN BE A BETTER SENIOR IN MY CCA THAN THIS YEAR!!

I HOPE THAT I CAN PASS OUT FROM 'ANCO' THIS YEAR!!

I HOPE MY JUNIORS LAST YEAR AND IN 2010, WOULD BE GREAT AND GOOD!!

I HOPE I CAN DO BETTER IN MY DEPARTMENT THAN I AM NOW!!

I HOPE I CAN BE LIKE MY SENIORS NOW, ALL SO CAPABLE!!

I HOPE I WILL NEVER FORGET ALL MY FRIENDS ESPECIALLY MY CCA SENIORS THAT HAVE CARED FOR ME SO MUCH THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE LAST YEAR AND IN THIS YEAR I WANT TO BE ABLE TO CARE FOR THEM TWICE AS MUCH AS THEY DID.

I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS AND TEACHERS AND SENIORS THAT CARED FOR ME.....

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH....I KNOW I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH AND I MUST BE VERY HONOURED TO BE ABLE TO BE CARED AND LOVED BY YOU ALL...I'M SO SORRY BECAUSE I'VE MADE MANY MISTAKES AND THANK YOU TO ALL THAT HAVE BEEN SO FORGIVING TOWARDS ME....THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

I DON'T KNOW WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE UP FOR ALL THIS BUT...

I PROMISE I'LL BE BETTER THAN LAST YEAR!!!!! =))