" PLAYING IN RAIN WAS FUN BECAUSE NO ONE WOULD EVER KNOW I WAS CRYING "

BUT SOMETIMES IT MADE ME FELT LONELY AND IT HURTS MORE THAN BEFORE. I HOPE I WOULD NEVER FEEL LIKE CRYING IN THE RAIN EVER AGAIN.

THE FEELING OF BEING ALONE WAS HORRID. BUT ITS OK BECAUSE ITS OFTEN THE ONES YOU LOVE MADE YOU FEEL LIKE THIS. I PROBABLY THOUGHT IT WAS WORTHWHILE.

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I'M ABLE TO CRY OUT FREELY, NO ONE TO ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN, I CRIED OUT LOUD. I MUST HAVE LET EVERYTHING OUT BACK THEN...

I WISH I AM ABLE TO HATE CERTAIN THINGS IN LIFE...PROBABLY MY PATHETIC LIFE NOW WOULD HAVE BEEN ALOT BETTER...HOW IMPOSSIBLE....