today's saturday...yesterday i had training than we went to the home econs room we had tang yuan...our form teachers made for us....well don't know what got over me that day i cried....really don't know why just had feeling of guilt..probably now that sir willie is gone i felt so indebted....honestly i was told to say sorry to him but i didn't have the chance to do so....my teacher told me to call him and apologise as sir willie sort say goodbye to her that he's going off to another school to teach insted of henderson....and to say indirectly or rather directly my fault...probably that's why i ended crying...i totally lost control i just had to cry....i feel so ashamed to face my teacher and those sj members who always to look up to sir willie...and staffs and the mams in sj...the look they gave me its like.."its all her fault that's why sir willie went away...."
i'm feeling very stressed up....the prefect's interview...i knew i would not be able to pass....which is why i intend to tell mr chia i want to quit this minute...i'd rather quit myself than be embarrased in front of everyone else...its the dignity i'd rather be left with more than anything else...i don't know if i should...

our 2e4 class!

the girls photo!

today's a terrible day at cca training they are so harsh to us i was so angry that i cried at training... the days and long and tiring...hais so fet up...so stress sias....haiyo....nvm i not angry liao....the comp team thing all so stressful aiya dun want talk about it liao larhs! hees...i got sme of our class picnic phots frm our class blog set up my our form teacher! hees

hellos ppl! i deleted my last post yup anyway i guess i don't want to keep bad memories in my blog...watsoever the reason is don't wish to bring up the past...its been a really great long time since i ever blog cause there's abit of problem with my internet but now its all over....hees its january 16 today and its 16 days from school's reopen and everything is new and exciting but i do rally miss ms chandran i'm used to her teaching science but now she's gone and in return, i got a very exciting english teacher he's kind of funny and good at teaching too. A new form teacher but wat ever it is its a new year and i really hope things would go well. just a while ago when i took a look at the class outing photo we took i sense a warmth in our class although our teacher hyas changed but i definately have confidence in her that she'll do a great job in guiding us. To me no teacher has ever been able to replace ms chandran in my heart and in fact the whole of 1e4 hearts...she looked fierce on the outside but is definately caring on the inside....i would coonfidently say we really lucky to have her as our form teacher in sec1. she disapline us so well that we could not ever forget her teachings how i wish a miracle could happen and in just one night she became our teacher or at least our science teacher if we could just have her for science we'd be really glad...if only she could come in our class and take a look at us i'd be contented enough...her leaving makes me feel like doing well for my science to get into bio or pure science..anything so long i can still be taught under her again i'd be really happy...i really miss the way she'd call your name so gently and sweetly....hais i really miss her i see her in SJ but she's always so fierce i was so afraid of her....i didn't even want to speak to her....

eh hellors!!! oh very very long never blog liaos cuz this few days very busy got SJAB training marh than like WTH cux like tue,wed and fri got training kehs than you noe hor this week the last week be4 november tat mth ends....tue,wed,thur,fri,sat and sun oso need go back sch lehs! now only left sinday le larhs ver pek chek lehs..haiyoos but oso good larhs i had fun...during the fri training have the MINI competetion stuff all than be casualty very fun be hyesterical mre fun can play like you never play be4 hees can take the chance scold ppl cuz hysterical marhs so its our job...still forgivable....haa hahas anyways oh the footdrill do until very exciting but i guess still got a lot of things i still need to learn hais nvm takes time...but dun noe why got this feeling that this year the JUNCO seniors all very pro can take squat until so confident than noe a lot of first aid noe a lot of commands and foot drills very so the perfect....=) than sme mre 1 year gone again liao it feels like 7 mths had jus past than so fast the JUNCO seniors learn so many things liao i very scared nex year the JUNCOs can't keep up with wat thay doin can't take squat and stuff sme mre this year the JUNCO seniors can be DO liao so pro i wonder wat will be installing for NEX year JUNCOs ver the super worried lehs.....very tired and stress cuz....cuz hais i oso dun noe larhs jus very tired lorhs....very the restless....hias....oh now we preparing the sec 1 orientation very the busy....a lot things to do lrhs sick bay ned to pack prepare the orientation stuff....dun noe larhs w8 till than no use worrying larhs.....hees let natural take its course....haa oh and i'll be goin to genting frm the 13th DEC-20th DEC but still very worried gone for seven days than dun noe wat's goin on in sch during trainings all....very blur if i shuld go lorhs cvuz i noe a lot things to do than can't afford to go on a holiday now....very confused and troubled lorh....anyway mus be otimpistic!!! haa oh 2dae!!! 29th NOV we have the bowling frm the different zones in SJAB we represent HENDERSON marhs but i never thught of wining larhs jus go and have fun sit and watch lorh but i ended being forced to play so NVM lorh play but i had a great time laughing and screaming away whenever my team score goal lorhs!!!~ haa hahas its really good to have friends around you that cheer you up!!!~ starting to love sch..lookiing forward to meet all my friends and stuff like tat!!! sme thing really bothers me who exactly is my form teacher next year???? well tat's all for 2dae larhs i'll try and blog mre often larhs despite the fact i'll be busy.....hais