hiies people..cried soo muchs today...tiink about Fiqah than cry....than i was like crying in the toliet after i went home than bath oso cry...cry about 40 mins?! like WTH?!?! soo long sias....yeah...also don't know i cry for what....just felt like crying...tiink back i cry for Fiqah for what reason??? she not reserved ??? i also don't know i ask myself i also can't answer that question soo it sounds rather stupid for me to cry rite? But yea that's me larhs can't help crying...everytime small thing also cry than everytime i cry also trouble people than make them worry for miie....guess the next time i cry should hide somewhere bahs.... oh! today had my BALLET exam at the HENDERSON CC but i did some movements wrongly...guess i was distracted than keep looking at the clock....tiinking about Rai and Fiqah and suddenly do half way my mind blank sias!!!! aiyooo very paiseh leh at that time.....OMG ...scared i fail sias even if never fail hor also won't get very high marks sias ....hais felt like crying after the exam cause do wrongly but yea, no use crying over spilled milk...my senior told me one thing today she say ONCE YOU MAKE A DECISION, THERE'S NO TURNING BACK..... it sound so logical.... but yea, she's a really good senior..very goood....probably i should say i'm lucky to be in HENDERSON....