Hmms....today's the 27th of JUNE 09...~ and OMG times 10!!! My other holiday assginments have yet to be done!!! Arrrgh!!! WTH!!! nvm...and oh tml gonna be a long day....hais tml I going collect my grade 4 exam RESULTS!!! it spells trouble huh? Goodness Gracious ME....and yeah there's this GSS...!!!!~ omg....I want faint les...~ hais THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALES!!! well yeah it freaks me out having to think about it..and the fact that my mum's controlling me about what I'm gonna buy...!!! oh god...for pete's sake!!! I could have died....and kinda excited over the fact that school's gonna reopen....that's cause I'm HELL bored at home!!! and I'm kinda grounded..sort of thing....and the worst is I'm tryin to sneak out of house!!! FREAK that fact...LOLS and yea...speaking of sneaking out...erm...just this THURSDAY was suzannah's B'dae and the previous day was shu yu's B'dae...well yea...I didn't get them gifts..was BANKRUPT!!!!...NVM...but I managed to get a gift for DEAR Aishah AKA ii-ee-sha....LOls!!!~ anyways we went vivo skypark..had fun there...hees..well I didn't bring extra clothes...so..hmms..like that lorhs...and the people there ahd me drenched in WATER!!! oh my goodnees gracious me.....oh well...NOT SUPRISED....that's cause the people I know are...like that...LOls. interesting people...haas...and oh I BROKE A LEFT HIP!!! hahahahas!!!~ kidding...and yea sometimes I tiink RAJES have TOO much energy in her...now, that's scary....and a particular person whom is known to me as an EVIL VILLIAN,.....should just be less energetic...too...the particular one is WAY PAST MORE ENERGETIC THAN RAJES!!!~ well....that's alright...that's cause its her...~ hahahahas!!!~ oh and today's a SATURDAY....long day for me....hmms had tution early morning ahd to rust to church and I'm rotting there....but it gives me a funny feeling....I don't used to feel irritated sitting there unlike today...I have drifted so far apart from the lord....and I want to be back with HIM but...I don't know how....and somehow I felt outcast and didn't gain any acceptance from the people for my existance there..had an awkard feeling....and today I was handed a booklet...it's the 40 DAYS of praying kind of thing....its like talking to GOD and stuffs like that....oh well....its QUIET TIME....to say...I'm kinda interested in this 40 DAYS of praying kind of thing....and I just realised I missed certain activities...like the ONE LOVE AWAKENING....by PHILIP MANTOFA....its a conference from the 18th-20th of JUNE....almost all the youths and teens in our church went and they had sharing today...I can tell that they actually learn alot from it...and I seems to have regret not being aware and not going for it....and speaking of it....we had our youth camp and during worship time....certain people started LAUGHING right after CRYING and carried on laughing NON-STOP....it sounds rather scary but its actually a kind of JOY the lord gave you..oh well couldn't explain it but its cool....its called THE HOLY LAUGHTER....not everyone can have that...its really cool and I hope I could experience it too...it sounds rather impossible...but yeah...haas....