Life's many roads, lead us in many different directions on different paths,
on these roads of travel we see new people, new things,
Everything appears to be perfect.

But, there shall come times when the road is long,
The journey seems rough and the new people,
places and things you once saw, are no longer around...
You stand alone.

Even though the road may then seem lonely , you keep pushing on-
Praying -
Believing that "Yes I can, Yes I will."
And no one else believes in you, you believe in yourself.

Don't let the biggest limit be yourself. Take your cue from Sir Edmund Hillary, the first person to
reach the summit of Mount Everest: 'It's not the mountain we conquer , but ourselves.'

Baseball superstar Mickey Mantle struck out more than 1,700 times, but it didn't stop him from excelling at baseball. He believed in himself, and he knew his fans believed in him.

I know the road was hard, it was long-
Because I traveled the same path.
So don't look back, just continue to push forward

All that are in the way move them out- shun the negativity.

Stay head strong, thank God for everything -
Especially for this long harsh road.
Because it was simply
A long journey to success.

hiie people...today went HQ with the competitors of comp team...yea than morning went sch with Fiqah, Rai and upstairs senior. yea....i was like late for 15mins!! hais so paiseh make upstairs senior wait for so long than down there sweating like shit somemre Fiqah had cramps than we wait slightly longer...went to look for Rai at mac than walk to sch tgt...realised Fiqah left arm has slight long cuts well they are not really deep but yea its there asked her she denies it at first but tells me later which made me so upset that i cried in the bus....alot of times...was sitting alone yea...Fiqah behind me so never cry so loud larhs ltr she oso cry...had menstrual cramps!!! like WTH !!! pain sias in the briefing room random random got than suddenly fall in half way got sias but that one still can tahan..than when goin home time suddenly pain again like very the HELL pain sias...squad down there cry..aiyooo...today my first time have menstrual cramps previously when i had my menses also no cramp one even if have also a little while thjan no more le....didn't expect it to be like today..yea but lucky me i made it to my tution and back home safely with no cramps on the way...if not than die liao los....

hiies people..cried soo muchs today...tiink about Fiqah than cry....than i was like crying in the toliet after i went home than bath oso cry...cry about 40 mins?! like WTH?!?! soo long sias....yeah...also don't know i cry for what....just felt like crying...tiink back i cry for Fiqah for what reason??? she not reserved ??? i also don't know i ask myself i also can't answer that question soo it sounds rather stupid for me to cry rite? But yea that's me larhs can't help crying...everytime small thing also cry than everytime i cry also trouble people than make them worry for miie....guess the next time i cry should hide somewhere bahs.... oh! today had my BALLET exam at the HENDERSON CC but i did some movements wrongly...guess i was distracted than keep looking at the clock....tiinking about Rai and Fiqah and suddenly do half way my mind blank sias!!!! aiyooo very paiseh leh at that time.....OMG ...scared i fail sias even if never fail hor also won't get very high marks sias ....hais felt like crying after the exam cause do wrongly but yea, no use crying over spilled milk...my senior told me one thing today she say ONCE YOU MAKE A DECISION, THERE'S NO TURNING BACK..... it sound so logical.... but yea, she's a really good senior..very goood....probably i should say i'm lucky to be in HENDERSON....

got this picture from my situdi blog....the GOS team ....

today's a horrid day!!! i found out that Syafiqah had gone to see the doctor which is a good thing but the freaking doctor said she has to stay out of school for 2 days..well that's ok for me so long as she comes back but what made me sad was not that she can't come for training for the next two weeks it was the fact that she was no longer a reserved but a steward !!! WTH ?! i'm not trying to be selfish here by insisting that Syafiqah should be the reserved and no one else that Syafiqah should risk her life just to be with us to be the reserved...its just that when i thought of Syafiqah put in soo much effort and she had her operation she still comes for regular trainings and tahan soo much and now not only did she not get into comp team she did not even get to be a reserved and totally demoted her to be a steward?!!?! like what the H*** !!! its really very unfair they said that syafiqah don't mind than why should i cry over it? but i really can't help myself....my heart goes out to Fiqah and because she's my friend i can't pity her as she'll feel more upset...how i wish i could control myself the next training when i see her if not than i'll break down and start crying....when i thought of the happy and sad times we've been through in trainings....it really breaks my heart that now it happen like that...especially Fiqah,..she's such a nice pretty and adorable girl and she's only 14..she has to face so many problems her leg cramps..her appendix pain..her down-stairs pain...heard from Rai she has low blood pressure....hais...don;t what to do now...we need to select a reserved as the mams tiink that Eunice can't take over Jes Jes if she hyper ventilate neither can she take over if Rai down-stairs pain or can't shout timing so the mams say want put her in NA team as steward..i don't noe larhs!! i very confused now larhs!! tml got ballet exam than so many things happen...

speaking of APRIL'S FOOL...this is no FOOL..Jes Jes hyper ventilate again...soo scary you know...Rai had to call the mams to come down in the morning...OMG...she was sent home ltr..heard that her sis fetch her....we had PE earlier on i guess that is why she hyper vantilate...hais ....poor Jes Jes....Rai, Fiqah and pris had illness too well my senior told me to go to the WOODBRIDGE for a mental checkup....well my senior kiddin larhs...hais competition is like don't how many days away than soo many things hapen..Rai had chest pain than can't shout timing loud enough which i don't find it a problem so long as i can hear....than her down-stairs pain don't want go see doctor like Fiqah like that hais....Jes Jes hyper vantilated 3 times !!! OMG!!! that's a record!!!

yo! today's APRIL'S FOOL DAY!!! yup i totally forgot about it...until i was reminded....but we had fun today...well we tried to fool Mrs Soong but yea she's smart she saw true it...heard sangkee said ahmad fooled their tamil teacher by bluffing ahmad fainted haas! well mr thong fooled us by saying there was a remedial until 3.30pm!!! i totally freaked out!!! yea i trust people too easily that's why my family says i'm too naive ...its like yea..watever...the fun really begins when it comes to math lesson we got aishah to do the fainting at 1.10pm yea its really soo real....ms lio got shocked....the plan was that aishah's supposed to go up to ms lio and ask for a pass to go to the loo and she'll faint at the door step of the classroom....yea it worked she landed with a 'thud' sound and we all stood up and shouted aishah aishah ms lio reaction was like what?! huh?! shocked reaction....! well yea she ran towards aishah and started to shout " Is there any SJAB here?!" she looked so ignorance of what's going on and the class started lughing and so did aishah..so she was like " why are you all laughing???!!" yup than we shouted APRIL'S FOOL !!!~ she was soo embarrased then...she's really cute..my maths teacher soo adorable!!!!