Hellorhs people...Lols..hmms all's fine now I guess despite the fact that I got irritated by my mum yesterday and I was horribly stubborn...hmms oh well that's me...! and...Friday was kind of a peaceful day...I guess...all was peaceful until I went home and there's a awkard silence between me and my aunt...whatever...hmms...had a horrible time taking the sec 1's though and I admit I was in a bad mood the day before friday and yeah...I'm sort of impatient in teaching....anyway sorry....hees...LOls and on that same day we went to buy stocks JOO YEE, RAJES etc...went with her and yeah the wednesday post...sorry...patched up somehow and I somehow got scared of her...she freaks me somehow...became so fierce and...the feeling is so cold...I guess that's why I'm afraid...of her...the thought of her going with me that day seriously shocked me a little...but it turned out fine..hmms...glad that its ok...!!~ LOls...but for a while she sort of changed into another person a sort of cold one...and she has an aura around her that gives people shivers at times...I guess it has to do with SJ that's why..hmms oh well...but seriously if I'd ever quarrel with any senior I'm close with is definately because of SJ..that's cause that's the only link we have that connected the both of us....and on that day I asked myself HOW IT FEELS LIKE TO BE AFRAID...I guess its more than just normal afraid..what I actually meant is the feeling of not being able to find a certain someone and you started panicking...I hated that feeling...when I'm unable to find a certain someone and it made me realise that she knows everything about me but I knew nothing about her...its like whenever I'd go off and cry or emo ahe'd be able to find me... but when she does that I couldn't find her..and I got really scared...but what's the use it shows how much I don't know about her...hais...its sickening...I hope anyway that we wouldn't quarrel again...leaving SJ out of the picture....and oh on FRIDAY my co-form teacher is leaving school she's going of to study in university and I cried that's cause when she says her first co-form class was us...2E4...hugged her and I cried..got all of us a keychain specifically carved our names onj it and it made me cry more than ever..I MISSED HER...and LOVES always....XD