today's saturday...yesterday i had training than we went to the home econs room we had tang yuan...our form teachers made for us....well don't know what got over me that day i cried....really don't know why just had feeling of guilt..probably now that sir willie is gone i felt so indebted....honestly i was told to say sorry to him but i didn't have the chance to do so....my teacher told me to call him and apologise as sir willie sort say goodbye to her that he's going off to another school to teach insted of henderson....and to say indirectly or rather directly my fault...probably that's why i ended crying...i totally lost control i just had to cry....i feel so ashamed to face my teacher and those sj members who always to look up to sir willie...and staffs and the mams in sj...the look they gave me its like.."its all her fault that's why sir willie went away...."
i'm feeling very stressed up....the prefect's interview...i knew i would not be able to pass....which is why i intend to tell mr chia i want to quit this minute...i'd rather quit myself than be embarrased in front of everyone else...its the dignity i'd rather be left with more than anything else...i don't know if i should...

our 2e4 class!

the girls photo!

today's a terrible day at cca training they are so harsh to us i was so angry that i cried at training... the days and long and tiring...hais so fet up...so stress sias....haiyo....nvm i not angry liao....the comp team thing all so stressful aiya dun want talk about it liao larhs! hees...i got sme of our class picnic phots frm our class blog set up my our form teacher! hees

hellos ppl! i deleted my last post yup anyway i guess i don't want to keep bad memories in my blog...watsoever the reason is don't wish to bring up the past...its been a really great long time since i ever blog cause there's abit of problem with my internet but now its all over....hees its january 16 today and its 16 days from school's reopen and everything is new and exciting but i do rally miss ms chandran i'm used to her teaching science but now she's gone and in return, i got a very exciting english teacher he's kind of funny and good at teaching too. A new form teacher but wat ever it is its a new year and i really hope things would go well. just a while ago when i took a look at the class outing photo we took i sense a warmth in our class although our teacher hyas changed but i definately have confidence in her that she'll do a great job in guiding us. To me no teacher has ever been able to replace ms chandran in my heart and in fact the whole of 1e4 hearts...she looked fierce on the outside but is definately caring on the inside....i would coonfidently say we really lucky to have her as our form teacher in sec1. she disapline us so well that we could not ever forget her teachings how i wish a miracle could happen and in just one night she became our teacher or at least our science teacher if we could just have her for science we'd be really glad...if only she could come in our class and take a look at us i'd be contented enough...her leaving makes me feel like doing well for my science to get into bio or pure science..anything so long i can still be taught under her again i'd be really happy...i really miss the way she'd call your name so gently and sweetly....hais i really miss her i see her in SJ but she's always so fierce i was so afraid of her....i didn't even want to speak to her....