Yo...hmms its been years since I last updated my blog lehs..and yeah blame my bnrother larhs kept hogging the computer lorhs...whatever larhs...hmms had FEVER lehs!!~ since tuesday...was send home early morning came school yesterday had to stand at the back of the class lorhs cause didn't bring my worksheet and yesterday had MOI...I did horribly....had ballet class at pasir ris too reach there damn late larhs its like class gonna end....les...hmms..wasted my trip all the way there....at least still got practise a little larhs....got my ribbons..too.

hmms..and yeah today's my ballet exam...27th august at crown centre...woke up in the morning felt my back aching like hell...today I felt useless again...hais...didn't do as well as I expected during the exam..hais...barre work wasn't as good..center work isn't that good either lost my balance during one of my A-DASH..no idea how to spell...I also almost lose my balance during my DA-VAL-PAYS...no idea how spell either...hmms...my turns were ok...manage to keep my balance and yeah my FREE ON-SHA-MONDS...weren't that good either my brain seems to have gone off when told to do my A-SOM-BLES...hais...FA-MEI...i forgot too..lucky I wasn't the first to do if not I wouldn't be able to copy...hee hee..but I'm the first in the group of 4..lehs...so unfair lorhs..herh..every year also like that de...had FEVER after my exam...temperature rose all the way up to 38.6 degree celsius..hais was suppose to vist my child care but...was too sick to travel there went home to sleep and temperature went down...thank goodness..hmms thanks to a certain someone....THANK YOU...thank you for everything... for today....

Sorry to RAJES...couldn't accompany you today..I'm sorry...and anyway tml has cca was suppose to be excited but this time I'm not excited lehs..very horrid abt tml today...a certain someone had to leave really early...SADS...hmms..ohoh something to happy about..MAM TING TING will be back to HSS tml lehs...XD finally she has time to be back really miss her..lols XD last week saw MAM HWEE ING..wanted to say hiie to her but couldn't was busy..sdas...hope she'll be back soon...really miss them..LOTS..XD last week saw mam ting ting too...was full of smiles!!~ hee hee the funny thing here Mam Nerissa got a little jealous there...hahahaha!!!~

speaking of the both of them hors...tiink that day went to catch a movie the where got ghost show...got shocked by MAM TING TING LARHS..HAIYOO...i learnt something that day never to watch horror movies with people as playful as her cause she'll scare you even if the movie is a comedy..hahahahaha!!! no offence here...had fun...that day...wah she make me speechless lehs until I had to apologise...hee hee..XD

Looking forward to TOMORROW...XD

To whoever who hates me alright....WHAT EXACTLY DO YOU WANT ME TO DO??? just tell it out alright instead of spamming and stuff....anyway I don't see a reason why you should do this despite the fact that you're standing up for aishah...if you aren't happy with me why not you bring you and your friends over we'll talk things out and settle in peace alright instead of doing lowdown acts like spamming and not telling who in world are you....I believe you didn't want me back with aishah either cause yeah as what you think she's too marvelous for me...if i can't do this or that what do you suggest than....I never once regret the path I took and I'm not what you make me out to be....not what you said as I'm dumping old friends for new..or whatsoever....its the truth that I did choose others over you this bunch of people but to me others are more worthwhile than you this bunch of people and the others I'm refering to are my true friends...I suppose you haven't got any TRUE FRIENDS have you??? that is why you aren't able to think in my point of view...the friends you have now some may be long-lasting some may not be... but the problem is you....your so called long lasting friends may too leave you one day as you're never true to them...maybe you are now but gradually you'll realise that they...your bunch of friends now are probably not your true friends...no offence here....why not you'll tell me what to do than....I'm not trying to say you shouldn't interfere or stand up for her i understand that you're just doing what a friend would do....anyway yeah you WIN....you totally prove to aishah that you're probably a true friend of hers but....for now...and...you made me realise how lowdown you are....that you have to resort to down and dirty huh? whatsoever....you could take that as I'm giving you a chance to prove to her your worth-ness your capabilities....and you ought to thank me that i made her realise it fast that I'm probably not the kind of 'true' friend she's after...I WAS ENCOURAGED TO END THINGS FAST EVEN IF I HAVE TO DO UNPLEASANT THINGS AND...I NEVER ONCE REGRET WHAT I DID....thanks I-R-S-H-A-D.....herh