Oh well...today's kind of...actually not that bad either...today went to class to collect my results...MY GRADE 4 results the previous exam I took....guess its not bad..but...nvm... anyways today before I left house I told my mum that there was no class today....because I had to collect my results...and I told her I was going out with my friend today....she sort of flare up that's cause she thought I was lying to her about me not having class today...she thought I'm gonna skip class and go out....it made me cry man!!!!~ and what's worst was what she said to me straight into the face.... it made me cry immediately....sort of hated her for that....oh well I just stormed out of house...gave her a stare before leaving....thought I was horrid but...at that moment..at that point of time...I really hated her to the core...pushing away the fact that she's my mum.....sometimes I'd wish she was DEAD....it sounds evil and unfilial...but yeah..that was first thought that came into my mind....I TRULY FIND IT HARD TO LOVE YOUR MOTHER....at times....speaking of class...I went to ballet today to expect a whole lot of parents outside..but to my amazement....THERE'S CLASS GOING ON TODAY!!!~ i swear i totally had no idea about this!!!~ I thought just last tuesday(oh well I actually meant the TUESDAY that just past)...she said there's was no class..well actually she didn't say it straight from her mouth...certain people asked her about class this sunday..she just said yeah..but I clearly heard certain people asked her if we needed to wear our leotards and tights for class she says....NO....and heard thenm asking if its true..she went YEAH....wonder if I'd hear it wrongly..hais..and yeah there's class....so paiseh!!!~ but all went well after all...she was kind of unhappy about the fact that I was late AGAIN for 30 MINS-that makes HALF AN HOUR!!!~ oh well....and oh she was saying about herself being unable to contact me on my handfone....I guess that's when the others are notified about there's class this SUNDAY...and that FREAKS me out.....blame my MUM!!!~ She refused to return me my fone....nvm....so, there's class and after class...stayed to collect my results...and forgot to mention...my mum came to HENDERSON CC to find me....she came to ask if my results were out yet..and I told her I had class...told her to go off to church...the fact was I didn't want her to sit with me to get my results...oh well...anyway she came also to ask if I wanted money for my outing....swore that my heart totally melt...she's like back to her tender...gentle...loving self....but when I thought about the fact that she must be here to see if I'd skip class....and know what? MY HEAD SAYS NO AND MY HEART SAYS YES...or rather MY HEAD SAYS YES AND MY HEART SAYS YES...too...I don't know...I have no idea....why is it always me doubting her or actually the both of us doubting the other....oh well.....nvm. speaking of results....I got 73 MARKS AND ITS LIKE 2 MORE DAMN MARKS TO DISTINCTION!!! I went out the door and totally screamed my head off!!!~ ITS LIKE 2 MORE MARKS!!!~ wahlao!!! WHY WOULDN'T THE EXAMINER JUST GIVE ME 2 SYMPATHY MARKS!!! WHY?!?! I swear I felt like dying when I realised I was just GOD-DAMN 2 marks away!!!!~ AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!~ freak it!!~ forget about it..... What's BEEN done is DONE!!!...NO POINT CRYING OVER SPILLED MILK...LOls~ after that went out... .felt SORRY to a certain SOMEONE....sorry...SORRY FOREVERYTHING.....SORRY!!! with sincere apologies....anyway what we planned didn't proceed well..though....SORRY to a certain SOMEONE!!!~ but thank you anyways...for being to patient with everything....THANK YOU!!!~

Hmms....today's the 27th of JUNE 09...~ and OMG times 10!!! My other holiday assginments have yet to be done!!! Arrrgh!!! WTH!!! nvm...and oh tml gonna be a long day....hais tml I going collect my grade 4 exam RESULTS!!! it spells trouble huh? Goodness Gracious ME....and yeah there's this GSS...!!!!~ omg....I want faint les...~ hais THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALES!!! well yeah it freaks me out having to think about it..and the fact that my mum's controlling me about what I'm gonna buy...!!! oh god...for pete's sake!!! I could have died....and kinda excited over the fact that school's gonna reopen....that's cause I'm HELL bored at home!!! and I'm kinda grounded..sort of thing....and the worst is I'm tryin to sneak out of house!!! FREAK that fact...LOLS and yea...speaking of sneaking out...erm...just this THURSDAY was suzannah's B'dae and the previous day was shu yu's B'dae...well yea...I didn't get them gifts..was BANKRUPT!!!!...NVM...but I managed to get a gift for DEAR Aishah AKA ii-ee-sha....LOls!!!~ anyways we went vivo skypark..had fun there...hees..well I didn't bring extra clothes...so..hmms..like that lorhs...and the people there ahd me drenched in WATER!!! oh my goodnees gracious me.....oh well...NOT SUPRISED....that's cause the people I know are...like that...LOls. interesting people...haas...and oh I BROKE A LEFT HIP!!! hahahahas!!!~ kidding...and yea sometimes I tiink RAJES have TOO much energy in her...now, that's scary....and a particular person whom is known to me as an EVIL VILLIAN,.....should just be less energetic...too...the particular one is WAY PAST MORE ENERGETIC THAN RAJES!!!~ well....that's alright...that's cause its her...~ hahahahas!!!~ oh and today's a SATURDAY....long day for me....hmms had tution early morning ahd to rust to church and I'm rotting there....but it gives me a funny feeling....I don't used to feel irritated sitting there unlike today...I have drifted so far apart from the lord....and I want to be back with HIM but...I don't know how....and somehow I felt outcast and didn't gain any acceptance from the people for my existance there..had an awkard feeling....and today I was handed a booklet...it's the 40 DAYS of praying kind of thing....its like talking to GOD and stuffs like that....oh well....its QUIET TIME....to say...I'm kinda interested in this 40 DAYS of praying kind of thing....and I just realised I missed certain activities...like the ONE LOVE AWAKENING....by PHILIP MANTOFA....its a conference from the 18th-20th of JUNE....almost all the youths and teens in our church went and they had sharing today...I can tell that they actually learn alot from it...and I seems to have regret not being aware and not going for it....and speaking of it....we had our youth camp and during worship time....certain people started LAUGHING right after CRYING and carried on laughing NON-STOP....it sounds rather scary but its actually a kind of JOY the lord gave you..oh well couldn't explain it but its cool....its called THE HOLY LAUGHTER....not everyone can have that...its really cool and I hope I could experience it too...it sounds rather impossible...but yeah...haas....

Omg~ its been ages since I last updated my blog...omGOSH...but its going to the end of JUNE holidays les~ hais there's still tons of work not done hais....and next week gonna's be a busy week cause next week has SJ day training and certain people has NAC-LI camp then hmms...I need enjoy life for the entire NEXT WEEK!!! and i've NOT done my Homework finish larhs!!~ haiyooo...and yea on the 16th JUNE was AISHAH'S B'DAE !!!~ loves but the worst is I couldn't even get out of house to celebrate with her...felt so bad man!!!~ and yeah recently I was kind of BANKRUPT!!!~ LOLs...can't buy present for her but will make it up to her soon...sorry...T_T oh...last week on Friday I had my YOUTH CAMP at saint andrew's village...cool and clean place man!!!~ the toliet...the floor..the tables and chairs...the FOOD!!!~ THE BEST!!!~ XD on the last night before we break camp we had BUFFET!!!~ loves!!!~ it was like OMG!!! we even had chocolate eclairs lehs!!!~ but it reminds me of POOR mam nerrisa...poor little thing...hees...got officer camp...no good FOOD...no good SLEEP...hais..but pratically my concept of camps are NO GOOD FOOD AND NO GOOD SLEEPS...guess this time its a luxury camp for me....not for her..hais poor thing....Oh well....recently there seems to be problems going on...and I've been thinking alot too..and the worst is...I can't find ANSWERS instead I get more QUESTIONS...then I expected....but I do really hope all this will really end fast....anyways... WANT TO THANK ONE WEIRDO WHOSE ALWAYS BEEN BY MY SIDE SUPPORTING ME IN WHATEVER WAY!!!~

hiies!! hmms..I'll be bored to death for the next few weeks! arrgh!!~ nvm...oh guess for the next week the upstairs seniors will be having camp..this week the seniors and upstsirs seniors also..poor thing....lucky me no camp but...i'm bored at HOME!!!~ freak it!! nvm...mum went with me to collect my REPORT BOOK...Omg...yea but death day...but guess its all fine now..but when she went home that day she totally blow her top!! and yeah..~ that's my MUM...anyways don't talk about what happen that day le larhs...not interested to talk about it...XD urm...these few days nth talk about le...that's cause nth much happen......okok guess i'll stop here...will try and update soon...sorry

All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn’t have a blog .Write the names of14 people you can think off the top of your head, then answer the questions.

1. Aishah

2. Rajes

3. Eunice

4. Mam Nerissa

5. Joo Yee

6. Harvinder

7. Irshad

8. Panying

9. Evelyn

10. Alicia

11. Sangheetha

12. Huiqi

13. Suzannah

14.Shu yu

How did you get to meet 7 ? -Through SJ in HSS..

What would you do if you and 13 never met?- erm...probably i wouldn't noe she's that interesting and adorable at times...! hahahas!!

What would you do if 1 and 12 date?-guess I'll tiink its kinda adorable...not bad..haas i'll faint..LOLS

Have you ever seen 14 cry?-Nope..I hope too...kinda interested to see her lang bei de yang zi...haas aren't I evil??

Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? - NO!!! they have deep misunderstandings....nonono...its insanity if its REAL...

Do you think 11 is attractive?-whoa..attractive..hmms..ok..what else can I say??? [no offense]

What's 2's favourite colour? -Blue bahs..

When was the last time you talked to 9? -Yesterday afternoon...

What language does 8 speak?-English and Chinese

Who is 13 going out with? -no idea as far as i noe..she's currently single..

What grade is 12 in? -secondary 3

would you ever date with 10? -we meet up..duh..she's a girl..my gosh...

Where does 5 live? -Near BM..opposite MAC..

What's the best thing about 3? -She listens without asking, knowing and judging..that's what's good about her...she'd GREAT!~

What would you want to tell 10 now? -I miss you always!!! Hope to meet up with you soon!!! LOLS!!~

Whats the best thing about 8? -she's adorable and kiddy...although she's over 10 but she's fun to play with...

Have you ever kissed 5? -maybe on friendship day or was it before??? no idea...forgot le or i didn't at all...

What was the best memory you have with 7? -when we had lots of fun at MAC before all problems started....

When's the last time you're going to see 6? -No idea for as long as I remember her...

How is 14 and 12 different?- Erm that I don't really noe..they click off well...

Is 6 pretty? - Whao..no comments ...maybe bahs..she's kinda ok...LOLs

What was the first impression of 11? -She's very enthusiastic and daring...

How did you meet 5? -Through SJ, through the fact that she's my HEAD and in HSS..

Is 1 your best friend?- Duh!! yes!!!~ that goes without saying..hahahs!! love you more=]

Do you hate 12? -NO!! why in the world would i ever do that?! LoLs..

Have you seen 4 on the last month? -sure I did...!!!~ she rawks!!!

When was the last time you said to 3? -our thoughts about everything that's going on...

Have you been to 5's house? -Nope..if I could I would have gone..

When's the next time you gonnna see 10? -Heaven knows..but I do hope soon...

Are you close to 13?-Not really we are friends..haas

Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before?-erm..no...

Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? -Nope

Would you give 2 a hug? -Definately!!! love to!

When have you lied to 3? -sometimes when I didn't want her knowing certain stuff..but I guess she knows it all now.

Is 1 good with socializing? -Yea..kind of she's GREAT...!!!

Do you know secrets about 9? -Nope she has nothing to hide...

Describe the relationship between 12 and 14. -Erm..close friends...

Best thing about your friendship with 9? -Both had lots of fun in class and school...!!!

What's the worst thing about 6? -Not oblige to say...

Have you ever had a crush on 12? -NO!!! I'm 100% perfect women...!! hahhahas!!~

Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend? -no idea..girl-friends..yes...her cliques...

Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? -INSANE!!! NO! never in my life!!!!~

Has 2 met your mother? Nope...

How did you get to meet 3? Through SJ..in HSS..in CLASS..and the fact that we are on the same boat...

Did you ever physically hurt 3? -got..when we play...haas

Do you live close to 7? -No bahs no idea where he lives...

What's 8's favourite food? -So far I tiink food from MAC...??? haas no idea...

What kind of car does 1 has? -has no car...

Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before? -nope in a sense overseas...nope..

If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on? -clothes???!!