" PLAYING IN RAIN WAS FUN BECAUSE NO ONE WOULD EVER KNOW I WAS CRYING "

BUT SOMETIMES IT MADE ME FELT LONELY AND IT HURTS MORE THAN BEFORE. I HOPE I WOULD NEVER FEEL LIKE CRYING IN THE RAIN EVER AGAIN.

THE FEELING OF BEING ALONE WAS HORRID. BUT ITS OK BECAUSE ITS OFTEN THE ONES YOU LOVE MADE YOU FEEL LIKE THIS. I PROBABLY THOUGHT IT WAS WORTHWHILE.

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I'M ABLE TO CRY OUT FREELY, NO ONE TO ASK ME WHAT HAPPEN, I CRIED OUT LOUD. I MUST HAVE LET EVERYTHING OUT BACK THEN...

I WISH I AM ABLE TO HATE CERTAIN THINGS IN LIFE...PROBABLY MY PATHETIC LIFE NOW WOULD HAVE BEEN ALOT BETTER...HOW IMPOSSIBLE....

Hey! I finally get to blog again worrh.. anyway, Its rare I finally got to update my blog, be online, be using the computer..So, I really must get my FA work done, or I'll be killed! Haha!! had trainings this few days, lots of work to do. Today's training was a little making-me-sick-and-tired kind of feeling but its over anyway..=) after that all was ok....had a little fun during training with my friends...missing suzannah lots...she's back to comp team and it feels like its been years since she's in it..its really great for her to help out and be back with us. was really really grateful...I wish someday I was like her, be back to comp team with juniors!! Haha!! I doubt its kinda possible, cause I would be busy with work...and god knows if my mum ever allowed..but anyway my mum's is the type that will be OK with training so loong as my studies dont fall, I dont upset her with training as a form of excuse. She should be ok. Thankfully my mum was supportive in this sense. Wish she would continue to be. =) haha!! okok, shall end here need to do work le lo...XDD!!

Hey! Blogging again after so long worrhs...XD School work is tough though, still managing a little here and there, year 2010 is a new start for me and intend to work twice the effort last year. oh today's the 17th of January and just 6 days ago was my birthday, my wonderful SJ cliques help a party for me and with lots of bashes. XD they are just so lovable. The it made me tiink will other CCA's ever do that on birthdays? If no, than i must have been luck to be in SJ..if yes, than oh well, like that lo. Anyway that's not the point. the point is I couldn't understand why others just don't like this CCA? Is it that bad? ok la, to me SJ's the best cca I've ever been in. It brings me alot of memories..=) anyway this kind of thing is hard to understand. my family is complaining why am i so INTO Sj...which I can't explain..Haha!! which also when i ask others why aren't they INTO Sj, they too couldn't explain. haha!! aiya, its like that de la. Certain things can't be express by just words. Lols!

Anyway, I LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS!! MISSING YOU LOTS TOO!!!

Reasons why
I LOVE YOU
I love your gentle smile
I love your tender touch and
I love your hugs so very very much.
I love the way you laugh with me and the way you tease.
I love the way you always find the Nicest ways to please.
I love the way you cheer me up when you find me with a frown and always raise my spirits when life has got me down.
I love you for your patience and your true sincerity and most of all,
I LOVE YOU for the way that you love me...

Hello!! today's the 2nd day of 2010!! haha!!! anyway hoping that the NEW YEAR would be a good one and

I HOPE THAT I WILL NOT FAIL MY MATH AGAIN IN THE NEXT SEMESTER!!

I HOPE THAT I WILL GET AN 'A' FOR ENGLISH!!

I HOPE THAT I WILL REMAIN IN BAND 2 FOR CHINESE!!!

I HOPE THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO COPE WELL IN ALL MY SUBJECTS NEXT YEAR IN SEC3!!

I HOPE I DO WELL IN SCIENCE!!

I HOPE WE WILL ALL GET ALONG WELL IN OUR NEW CLASS AND NEVER EVER FORGET OUR OLD CLASSMATES!!

I HOPE I CAN DO BETTER IN MY CCA!!

I HOPE I CAN BE A BETTER SENIOR IN MY CCA THAN THIS YEAR!!

I HOPE THAT I CAN PASS OUT FROM 'ANCO' THIS YEAR!!

I HOPE MY JUNIORS LAST YEAR AND IN 2010, WOULD BE GREAT AND GOOD!!

I HOPE I CAN DO BETTER IN MY DEPARTMENT THAN I AM NOW!!

I HOPE I CAN BE LIKE MY SENIORS NOW, ALL SO CAPABLE!!

I HOPE I WILL NEVER FORGET ALL MY FRIENDS ESPECIALLY MY CCA SENIORS THAT HAVE CARED FOR ME SO MUCH THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE LAST YEAR AND IN THIS YEAR I WANT TO BE ABLE TO CARE FOR THEM TWICE AS MUCH AS THEY DID.

I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS AND TEACHERS AND SENIORS THAT CARED FOR ME.....

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH....I KNOW I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH AND I MUST BE VERY HONOURED TO BE ABLE TO BE CARED AND LOVED BY YOU ALL...I'M SO SORRY BECAUSE I'VE MADE MANY MISTAKES AND THANK YOU TO ALL THAT HAVE BEEN SO FORGIVING TOWARDS ME....THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

I DON'T KNOW WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE UP FOR ALL THIS BUT...

I PROMISE I'LL BE BETTER THAN LAST YEAR!!!!! =))